Overwhelmed

    After reading my daily meditation I think I know what's been bothering me for a while. Reality seems to be a bit much. I no longer have drugs and alcohol to dull the pain or awareness of what is going on in the world. Becoming too emotional, everything seems to be a "big deal" to me. Need to live in the moment, to appreciate the small things and beauty in life. Serenity prayer doesn't always work for me. Need to work the program harder, 38 years of addiction is hard to deal with. Keeping up the good fight!!