Letting Go

    Accepting what has happened in the past and not dwelling on it, is important to my recovery. Making amends whenever possible to people I've hurt or lied to. Remembering what happened in the past and use it to grow from and not beat myself up over it is sometimes hard to do. One thing I have trouble with is the relationship I had with a woman I loved very much for over 13 years. It was my drinking that drove her away and I sometimes have trouble dealing with that. I've made amends but still feel it was not enough. Would love to show her the better person I've become but I know now there is no chance. It's been a year since we split . Time to remember the past, good and bad. Time to let go!!!  ACCEPTANCE!!!