Loneliness
Dealing with loneliness is by far the hardest thing for me to cope with. My relationship with my significant other was 24/7. We worked together at the same place same shift. Times apart were rare accept for an occasional trip she would take with her girlfriends. Now that she has left and alcohol is out of the picture, I need the program to help me make it through all of this.
I know my "Higher Power" is always with me and this is of great comfort. Still at times I get an anxious feeling when sitting around the house. Everything here reminds of her. Trying not to beat myelf up for destroying the best thing that ever came into my life except for AA. Writing this down seems to help in letting go, but still I wonder what could have been if it were not for my DISEASE!
I know my "Higher Power" is always with me and this is of great comfort. Still at times I get an anxious feeling when sitting around the house. Everything here reminds of her. Trying not to beat myelf up for destroying the best thing that ever came into my life except for AA. Writing this down seems to help in letting go, but still I wonder what could have been if it were not for my DISEASE!
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